Reformasi
15 NOV 08
This
is what I’m afraid of. I have this uneasy feeling when I started
Happeepill on 2007 that it will take loads of effort to update.
And this is what I wrote on my first ever blog entry >>”I
told myself that I'm suppose to update it frequently... but honestly,
I don't even know if I have that type of discipline.” Discipline
is an understatement… this site needs more than that! I’ve
come to realize that it has grown to be this organic, living breathing
parasite that can taunt, insult and even make you feel guilty! Check
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For
the past month or so, I did not even visit the site. It was like
trying to avoid a naggy girlfriend. You know.. the type of girlfriend
that will constantly sms you to keep her updated about your whereabouts
type-of-girlfriend. The type of girlfriend that demands attention
every single day and be insanely jealous if you spend time with
your boys type-of-girlfriend. The type of girlfriend that will
make you feel bad by saying things like “Don’t you
love us anymore Eb?” type-of-girlfriend.
You get the idea..
but I just thank God that I chose to stay anonymous from the
very beginning because I can so see myself getting harassed
by a bunch of 12 year olds while I eat my prata at the neighborhood
coffeeshop.
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I
even called my friends to ask their opinion on this Happeepill
problem…
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But
if I can recall, I also ran a poll asking you guys! Remember this?! |
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Gasp?!
That means I can shift the blame for Happeepill’s inactivity
on 56 Happeepill visitors! But I am aware that I did not post
anytihing for Oct like I promised
-_-“
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Ok
jokes aside, I realized that I need to manage my time really well.
I mean I have to dissect it with surgical accuracy. I need to
find a practical balance in juggling everything. My fulltime job,
my huge personal project (which is still in slow progress), Happeepill,
maintaining relationships with people and taking time off. So
let us all sit down and reach a compromise…
Right now, I am planning
to update Happeepill with an article once a week. I don’t
wanna get cocky and promise you that it will happen like clockwork,
but rest assure I will try my very best to deliver that. I actually
prefer 2 times a week but you can never know if I need to work
overtime on some days. So that means from now on, every month,
Happeepill must have a minimum of 4 articles... God willing.
And
then comes the cartoons..
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am already working on a new cartoon right now. I am planning to
buy some serious audio equipment at USD$150 (thanks for the recommendation
Dan!). I hope it can produce clearer sound quality than the $12
mic can. I am also planning to get a Photobucket account so you
guys can embed some cartoons and sap their bandwidth instead of
mine:)
I have trimmed down
redundant content and reorganise some stuff so I can manage the
site better. I am still thinking about what to do with the bunny
awards and the Blog Battle.. we’ll see. Movie reviews depends
on quality movies Hollywood makes. If its not a good year for
movies, you’ll see a slow movie review section.
Bottomline, I wanna
Happeepill active again without me getting into cardiac arrest
trying to create new content. And I realise that I cannot ignore
from this thing I started. You gotta know that the day will come
where Happeepill will cease but even so, I need to end it the
proper way. Neglecting the site for a month is not the way to
go. Besides, there are more articles for me to share; political
issues, topics on Islam, random funny stuff that I need to get
out of my system.
The only thing I can
say to Happeepill readers is to show support by contributing.
(This is beyond money people… If I have money on my mind,
I would create cartoons to target international visitors like
joecartoon.com or homestarrunner.com.) Email me your comments
on a recent article I done, participate in a contest or blog battle,
email suggestions for a new article, let the bunny man know how
he is doing and email me to say hi and so on and so forth.
I guess that’s
it. Thanks for sticking around while I was gone. I’m gonna
go write a some new stuff now. :)
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I’ll
sleep when I’m dead,
Evil Bunny |
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| Staind
- "Right Here"
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face
But you always find
a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break
But you always find
a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Why can't you just
forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting
But you always find
a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting
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